Friday, July 29, 2011

Sleeping with a real man's cock

I made an error this week and more than once referred to my clit as a cock.  Its not an easy transition to make.  i have always been an alpha male in the past but for the last few months, as you blog readers know, that has certainly changed.  i'm getting better at being submissive and a good puppy to my beautiful Master and of trying to learn my new role as her little slut, cum whore as well as future cuckold...but still i slip up when it comes to remembering that it is a clit and not a cock that i own  i should be better then i am considering it has been MONTHS since i was last inside Her. And according to Her wont be inside her again until a bull takes her first.  I need to again learn that mine is not a real mans cock like her Bull will own but only tiny pathetic clit.  I guess in this situation however, my Master got tired of hearing the wrong terminology from Her slave and decided i needed a lesson.  She told me that i needed to feel the difference of sleeping like a puppy with a little clit and of sleeping like a man with a real cock.  I was ordered to wear the hollow strap on that she named Matt (after a young man she lusted after) all night long. The strap on is long and thick and i have used it on her to bring her to many orgasms.  i was also ordered to take pictures showing the differences and explain them to our followers.  Here is the first one:



Obviously the first difference is the size and hardness.  My clit is soft and small and Matt is hard, long and stiff.  A real cock is hard often, a real cock is long and thick and ready to please a woman like my Master at a moments notice....my clit on the other hand can no longer please Her like it used to...its is now to her a deflated shell of its former self.  A real cock can make her cum while a clit is only used for her amusement. A real mans cock will penetrate Her pussy after months of neglect while my clit will remain locked up leaking clit juice like a proper puppy should to be cosumed by me.


After securing the device around my waist and then inserting my clit inside it,  the first thing i noticed is i slip inside it easily...that my clit is so small in it, as well i notice that is stands proudly tall, ready to service.  My Master would be able to climb on top of it, ride it...feel it hit places in Her glorious pussy that i never could reach with my clit.  A real cock would be able to stretch Her pussy out and fill Her with the pleasure she needs. A real mans cock would be able to be ridden hard for a long time, making her scream with pleasure and rack her body with orgasms....this is something a real mans cock can do.


A real mans cock feels like something truly special and hefty between ones legs.  It is built for giving sexual pleasure.  A little clit however does not feel heavy or thick, it does not give pleasure to a woman by penetrating Her.  Rolling over through the night I felt it bump on the bed, felt its thickness and weight slam on my stomach, could feel the heaviness of the balls.  Master deserves a real cock that stays hard for hours and whose weight and girth can make her feel like the cock satisfied woman she deserves to be, it will make her feel that she is finally fucking something throbbing and hard.


Looking down during the night i can see how a hard cock truly looks under the blanket....it extends....it pushes up the blankets...a real mans cock is always present during the night and its hardness is a reminder to me that it is superior to my clit. This is what a real mans looks at when he has a wet dream, this is what he looks down on before he decides to take my Masters pussy and satisfy yet again.  my clit doesnt do that...it doesnt make the blankets rise, it doesnt stand tall and proud and ready to please Her. It is a real cock my Master deserves to have at her beck and call and not my clit.


At this point i had to look at it...stroke it and know even more of the difference between my clit and a real mans cock.  i could barely get my hand around the thickness. When a real man jacks off this is how he must feel, powerful, barely able to contain his dick in his strong hands. This is what She deserves...a feeling of being filled by something so masculine and mammoth in size...She deserves the long stroke fucking ability, the hard pounding stamina of a bull with a real cock.  This is how a real man looks down during the night and looks at his real mans cock.  the closest i will get it this moment.


At this point i removed the strap on and compared my clit at its hardest to Matt.  Even though i was at first proud that i came close...Master reminded me that no....in fact a real mans cock looks extremely superior to my tiny clit. That a real cock is longer, harder, thicker and more satisfying than my clit can ever be.  She is of course correct.  My clitclit to his superior cock, slapping my clit with his cock as a reminder of my new place as her little clit sub.

I learned my lesson....learned that a real mans cock and my clit cannot be compared to each other.  While it was odd sleeping inside a strap on, it provided me with insight into what my Master needs and deserves.  I have seen my Master stroke real mens cocks in front of me before (see story of male sub party a few months ago) and i should have learned then by seeing how Her hand needed the feel of a thick hard cock....how She enjoyed so much the feel of a real mans cock throbbing at Her touch with the hardness of steel underneath that flesh. Now she needs that same throbbing inside Her and my little clit just cant do it for Her.  It is not my role anymore and my last vestiges of an alpha male will slip away as Her pussy is penetrated, stretched, and slammed into by a bulls cock.  Perhaps this lesson will be enough to teach me...perhaps i will learn before the day comes that a bulls cock ...awash in her juices after making her peak in orgasms will be presented before me to lick clean as her mouth comes close to my ear and She says, "See... THIS is a real mans cock". 

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Cucked by Glass

I received my second toy from Eden  a few weeks ago. With everything going on, I only just recently had a chance to try it out.

This time they sent me a glass dildo. I already have one, but this one is different. New one is one right in below picture:




Now, my first impression of this dildo was not great. As stated, I already have one that I adore, and it came with it's own velvet bag with pillows built in so that it is protected from getting knocked around when I put it in my bag of toys. This one came with its own velvet bag, but its only protection was that it was in bubble wrap. While this was perfectly adequate to protect it during shipping, the bubble wrap is not exactly sterile and won't work for long term care. So, off the bat I was forced to find an alternative way to store it in order to keep it from breaking. Also, it is a doble ended one, and I thought that might be fun to try it in me and my pup. Unfortunately, it is not really long enough to be conducive to this.

That being said, it is the only (and I mean ONLY) complaint I have....

I first used the toy on myself. To clarify, I have never been much for dildos. I have many, many sex toys, but I have never really been able to get myself off with one, and very rarely have gotten off when others have used them on me (and even then it was never as good as the real thing). That is until I got a glass one. HOLY COW. What a difference! When I bought my first one, the girl in the store told me it would blow my mind, and it does... Still... Every time I use it.

This new one is no exception. It is unreal. It made my pussy feel so good when I used it that I shudder just thinking about the sensations it sent through me.

And then there are the ribbons of glass that run all along the shaft. On a hunch, I twisted it while I thrust it into me. Wow, wow, WOW.... That was very nice!

While I can't say that this dildo is any better than my other glass dildo, I can say I love them both the same. They are different, however and they hit different areas. Which really makes for twice the fun...

SO, knowing that even the glass dildos feel better when someone else uses them on me  (I think it has to do with angles), I had my puppy use it on me. Shockwaves... That is what it felt like I had coursing through me as I came over and over again on this handy little tool. As you can see below it left me VERY wet:



Now, when he uses the other one on me, he sometimes turns it over so that it is curved downward and fucks me that way. This is a totally different orgasm for me, and I LOVE it. It is not as intense, but it is still great. He tried the same thing with this one, and something about the curvature of it or the shape/size of the end (I'm not really sure what it is), it doesn't have the same effect. But, OH the twisting.... My my... It is even better when he does it.

So, all in all, I have to give this toy two enthusiastic thumbs up. I highly recommend it, and can't wait to use it again myself! It's definitely worth finding a box to put it in.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Cuckolding decision


After an EXTENSIVE night of training...ie. 20 min of having subs tongue inserted into pussy while Mistress watched TV...of humping Mistress beautiful pussy but yet being confined to the clit cage while doing so (see pic above of caged clit near Mistress leaking pussy)....of pleasing Mistress with a glass dildo and then licking it clean and thanking it for fucking Mistress better than sub ever can...of writing down 100 times how sub is to be submissive to Mistress's future bull....of sub using black holllow strap on on Mistress while yelling how subs clit could never please Mistress like a real cock and making sub yell out loud with each thrust "Thank you for fucking my fiancee with a real cock",  And after an hour conversation of Mistess telling sub how She desires to hold and squueze his hand as a real man makes her cum over and over while looking in subs eyes....well after all that and more....Mistress told her sub clearly that his little pathetic clit will NOT ENTER her pussy until a Bull cocks stretches it out.  Now to find the right bull......

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Lots of stuff to catch up on

Sorry we haven't been on...we have lots of fun adventures, just haven't had time to post. We will this weekend.  Especially about a unique training session puppy went through and an All Star bet he lost that will be getting his pussy stretched by TWO hot girls soon.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

From Glass Dildos to the Search for Bull Cocks!

Well, this week was interesting and this weekend proves to be even more so....It started out with my Master telling me that tonight I was going to be able to cum. i was SOOooooo happy!  First however I had to please Her pussy....satisfy its appetite...I ate it....fingered it....used vibrators on it....ate her again and fingered her again.  She made me stretch out her tight pussy and then grabbed her glass dildo.  Keep in mind this glass dildo is her favorite.  It makes her cum harder than anything ever has. She gushes from it.  She made me penetrate it with her slowly, the lips parting, and it sliding effortly inside Her.  After quickly making her cum once with it, she told me to withdraw it and thank it....thank it for pleasing Her...thank it for being better at fucking Her than me....thank it for being a better cock than I ever had been...thank it for being a real mans cock compared to my dirty clit...thank it for stretching it... and on every thank and praise she had me lick it...suck it ...getting every drop of Her juices off it and in my mouth and rubbed over my lips.  She said it was good practice for when i would praise a real mans cock for fucking her.  When i would see a real cock stretch Her and please Her pussy.



After than She had me insert it again and fuck her with it...and as i pushed it deep in Her, She told me to cum on the exact spot where the glass dildo met her pussy lips....quickly and without haste.  I came damm fast and it was ALOTTTT of cum. (Keep in mind i was teased for weeks and denied) For her final order of the night I was to lick my cum from the cock that pleased her so and lick EVERY drop of my cum from her creampie.  I leaned down...looked at her used, stretched pussy...covered in cum and still penetrated by this glass cock i had just praised...and licked.  i licked around her stretched lips...i licked where the cum pooled on her ass, i sucked the dildo clean, and i sucked every drop of cum that covered her shaved and beautiful pussy.  Again hearing from Her how this practice was good for me to prepare for the day coming soon when I would eat another mans cum from her....praise the cock that pleased Her and smell and taste Her new lifestle and feel the cum slip down my throat like a true cum whore.


Was She done??...no....for tonights follow up, i had to share her desire with you and here it is.  The following pictures were searched by me today...to show all of you the cocks that i believe she would desire and want.  She told me to find Her cocks...and to explain to our followers why She would want to fuck them...suck them...and have them please her pussy.   i have never spent so much time looking at other mens cocks and examining the details...but i obey her wishes and hope you comment on my ability to follow orders.

#1- the black cock
#1-  This cock i believe She would enjoy because of its darkness...she has desired a black male for a while...this man had the hard body she wants to carress and explore....a cock that is large enough to stretch Her and for her to see her white legs wrap around a black cock satisfying Her need.  As well I know she wants to compare the feel, taste and smell of a black man to me and tell me how it is superior.




#2- The thick one

#2- Most woman will tell you, it is not the length of a cock that is the key but the thickness.  This man has the thick cock that will make her pussy stretch and leak out its wonderful juices.  Its head is the same thicknes as its shaft so that she would feel the stretching from the first point of contact all the way to when the balls are deep inside of her.  She will feel full of cock...full of pleasure and after being fucked will still feel that the walls of her pussy were truly used.



#3-Overall good
 #3- This cock i would choose for her because of the shape and size...not too big...not too small. Its head is well shaped to be able to pop into her and brush up against Her pubic bone and rub against her g-spot.  The balls are tight and would brush up against her ass perfectly when he was entered deep, and as well She would enjoy his 6 pack.



#4- Mr. Big

#4  This one i think She would enjoy for the challenge.  While usually not a lover of large cocks, i wonder sometimes if She would find one interesting to taste, smell and see if its possible to fill her without feeling pain.  I know as well she would adore the low hanging balls and attempt to get them tied up in rope and string for her amusement as she had this huge cock hit places inside of her that i never could reach.




#5- Body and cock
#5  Here is a guy similar to #1...a man she would like to explore not just for his cock but for his body.  She would like to enjoy the feel of his arms and strong chest as he leaned over Her, entered her and consumed her beautiful body and She would desire to feel the strength of his obviously strong and harder than steel cock as it fucked her to multiple orgasms. She would enjoy the feel of his hard body entering and taking her.



#6- The curved one
#6  Seeing how the glass dildo makes her cum so hard and that same dildo has an unusual curve to it, i think a cock that is curved would bring about the same mind blowing orgasms that she now enjoys.  This curvature of this wet cock would hit her g-spot in the missionary position and in the doggy position hit her ass in a way that seems to draw out her orgasms  in multiple endless streams.




#7- Veined
#7 This cock she would enjoy for more than one reason.  The curvature again hitting her g-spot, the veins coming down the side for Her to trace with her tongue, the pronouced head to pop into her pussy and declare its entrance, the thickness of the shaft, the size and finally the apparant strength of the erection itself which shows power and the throbbing of a superior cock.



#8- P.A.
#8- The elusive Prince Albert....my Master, i think, would enjoy the feeling of the P.A. ring rubbing against her engorged clit...enjoy the feeling of the metal ring as it enters Her and with every thrust tickling Her insides.  As well, the cock ring... She would enjoy it both for visual appeal (a cock and balls presented to Her) and to keep the cock hard and full for when she is ready to drain it of its cum.



#9- The head
#9- i think my Master would enjoy this cock for one thing and one thing only, this smoothness and silkyness of the head.  i think She would like to feel the head slide across her lips, feel it roll around her mouth, feel it wet with her spit rub over her face and as with all the other cocks in the pictures shown here, i believe she wants it presented to me so i can suck it in front of her like a slut.



#10- Dark meat
#10- Again one cannot deny that my Master has a desire and love of ALL cocks but the black male seems to appeal to her in particular.  This cock has the dark black large balls that She wants to caress and milk dry.  His large cock will be able to push into her deep and the slight curve will rub on her inner walls.  His black hands will hold her white breasts as he pluments his black cock deep inside.

Well, there you have it...i have never looked at so many cocks in so many details and NEVER thought I would be asked to share how my fiancee would enjoy them and enjoy them more than me. Please comment on which you think She should seek out and let me know if i did a good job of choosing ones that she would enjoy.  Thank you.

tony