Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Dancing and teasing

My pup has a friend that is in a local band. They play R&B & Hip Hop covers. Pretty good band.

The other night, they were playing, and we went to see them. The venue is a place in the east valley that is apparently fairly well known around town as a good place for me to wear my Queen of Spades temporary tattoos that I made puppy buy me. (http://www.queenofspadestattoos.com/)


So, I put one on my right ankle, and off we went....

pup's back was hurting him that night (from the original injury weeks ago, still flaring up from time to time). I thought this a PERFECT opportunity to test out his ability to handle what I now believe to be his inevitable cuckolding.


I spent the evening dancing, while puppy sat at the table and watched my purse. (good little puppy). I danced with girls, a couple who were very hot. I danced with men, and most interesting of all, I was VERY popular with the beautiful big black men who were present and had noticed my tattoo. Now, normally these tattoos are taken at literal value, and I had been warned that to wear them meant you will be expected to deliver. However, I found that explaining to them that I was new to all of this, that he was also new to all of this, and for now we just wanted to test the waters a bit, etc they (most of them at least) seemed fine with just dancing.

As a matter of fact, a couple of them really enjoyed it. See, with pup's back out, he was powerless to do anything but watch. He couldn't move around much at all, so it was easy for me to control him without use of any restraints (of course, he was caged with spikes as punishment for forcing me to find other dance partners). If I wanted to dance, he had to sit and watch, if I wanted to step outside for some air, he was made to sit at the table like a good little bitch and wait for my return. Once, I had one of the men accompany me to the restroom.... To this day pup has no idea what happened there (if anything). There were two men in particular that LOVED the idea of playing it up for the restrained pup. They would put their hands all over me, sliding higher and higher up my thigh, under my skirt, all the while I am looking right at my pup. Holding his gaze so he can see my reaction to being touched....then I'd turn around and one would block my pups view so he couldn't ever see just how far I let them take it...

After we left (with their two phone numbers in pups pocket, I had him hold for me) I had pup drive me home. Since his back hurt, I tied him to the bed, and made him please me with his mouth. He brought me to two orgasms, and then I milked his prostate, while leaving his dirty little clit still caged. This was very frustrating for him (poor puppy) because he is forced to focus solely on the feeling of having his pussy filled. And, without the clitoral stimulation he normally gets, it took him at least twice as long to be drained... This was such delicious fun for me. I LOVE milking him. I love watching his face as his body feels sensations that are still very new to him. I love forcing the cum out of him. I love taking over all control of his sexual organs from him, and turning them into my own playthings.

It was a very fun evening, and one I hope to repeat (and possibly take further) soon....

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Cat nip

So last night I had a rare opportunity to go out with a group of friends, one of which was my kitten! Now kitten and I have had scheduling conflicts for months now, and we haven't been able to play. :(

It was a mixed group of friends, none of which know about our new journey, so we had to be discrete...




So, not one to waste an opportunity, I sexted her all night. Told her what I wanted to do with her if I could get her alone. Teased her all night with my words...

Then we get to the last bar of the evening, and lo and behold there just happens to be a one room bathroom...

So, I took her in, slammed her up against the wall and kissed her long and hard. Then, I took her dress off, pulled her breasts out and bit sucked and played with her nipples. I then instructed her to do the same with mine (I of course, stayed fully clothed, and only allowed her to pull one breast out at a time so she could give them pleasure).

After that, I pushed her to her knees, hopped up on the cabinet (thanks to the establishment for THAT handy decor!) and shoved her face in my pussy, instructing her to drink long and hard. I rubbed my juice all over her face, marking her for the evening as mine. After I had finished, I bent her over the cabinet and spanked her ass red. Grabbing her by the hair, I pulled her face closer to mine and told her that if I had my strap-on, I would pound it deep inside her forcing multiple orgasms out of her until she begged me to stop. I whispered these sweet nothings in her ear over and over while I spanked her ass so hard it became red in very little time.




If only I had my toys.... I definitely want to play naughty school girl with my ruler... Beat her ass raw and make her beg for more.


I have to say, I really love playing when I am fully clothed and my sub is fully exposed. It is such a power trip to know that had anyone gotten the bathroom door open, they would have found me fully clothed and her bare ass naked, ass red and welted and pussy dripping wet from horniness...




Monday, June 6, 2011

For the last time..its not a cock but a clit

i have been asked to make a public apology for not yet learning that i no longer have a cock but that it is now a clit.  Even when i have posted about it in the past i kept putting "clit" in quotes.  i know why i did it..because i was actually saying...yes its a cock but She wants me to call it this.  Well, with recent events and Her finding a potential Bull i need to step up my submission and truly learn that a Bull has a cock but i have a clit.  NOT in "quotes" to make myself feel better or to be subtle but TRULY i have a clit now.  A dirty, little slutty clit.  Its a big step...it feels VERY submissive and i am sure i will struggle with it...but my Master deserves it and i want to serve Her well.  She has me caged ALOT more now and that certainly helps...esp with the spikes in the CB-3000 as one canot get even remotely hard without it digging in and reminding me that a clit doesn't have to be hard and long and thick..it can stay small and soft and wet.  The cage helps but i still have a long way to go to recognize that another man has a cock and i don't.  i hope my apology is a good step



 The idea that my Master wants and needs a cock but that i dont have one is her next step in making me a cuck.  Its not an easy concept going from an alpha male that had frequent sex with her and had her lusting after my hard cock for years to suddenly change and come to realize that i am no longer an alpha male to her and that i have only a dirty little clit.  But Her desire for it makes it easier.  The other day she had me send a picture of my clit locked up in its cage to this new potential Bull...odd feeling to show such submission to a man...a man she says is an alpha male while saying i am not a man at all..just a puppy.  I am sure She will compare many other things to Her new bulls. She has said more than once that she wants to compare His cock to my clit is so many ways.  If he is larger than me...well I am sure that will make her job even easier.  These pictures show that comparison is part of the experience...and my Master is one who truly wants to tell me and show me every detail of that comparison as it happens.  However size aside...one knows that a clit is not for penetrating a pussy while a cock is....Her point is well made. The ankle bracelet i gave her a few weeks back is certainly growing on her as a symbol of her new found passion for cucking me.


Speaking of passion and symbols, her interest in cuckolding me is certainly growing and She seems to be doing all She can to train me well. I was FLOORED by her last post....couldnt believe She is at the point that she wants not only to feel a mans cock but wants his hands on Her..that she wants me...a straight alpha male (in the past) to help her stroke a man...and to consume his pre cum from her talented hand.  That She wants me to taste another man on the lips that were only mine for so many years.  Just as she has taken to the femdom lifestyle as a natural...the cuck side seems also natural to her.  She is truly a sexy sensual Goddess!  Any suggestions from others on the cuckold life or how we should best proceed would be appreciated.  These next two pics are some symbols for the cuckolding lifestyle.  Interesting to say the least.  I am sure she will like them as they are symbols of my clit and His cock and how the two are different.



So if and when She decides to let another man take Her in front of me..number one i will probably be caged...and she has told me that she will tell me if it goes deeper, if it stretches her out more...how the head feels...how the shaft slides in...how the pumping feels...how every vein is different,..how his balls feels slapping on her ass... how warm his cum is....how he fucks harder...basically how his cock feels inside a pussy that has been only reserved for me for so long and yet denied to me in the past few months.  It feels in some way that she is giving away her new virginity to someone else and i have to watch it taken. I will be ready...prepared like the man in this picture to see her bent over (he is even supporting her as the man behind her enters her) and to help her in any way She desires...and have my CLIT caged if she wants while His COCK gives her all the attention she needs.  Perhaps she doesn't want me caged as well so she can see how even hard and free...it is truly not a cock....but a clit.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

to cuck or not to cuck?

So, last night pup and I met a potential Bull who has experience with another couple. It was just a casual, get to know you sort of a meeting, but meeting with a potential Bull is never a boring thing. We hit it off with him fairly well, and I feel pretty confident in his ability to be discreet and available... This is VERY enticing.

So, here is the question... Can he perform?

Charly Chase Cuckolding


I mean, sure the idea of cucking my pup is hot in theory, but what's the point if I don't get pleasure?
I am very hard to please, and my standards are high, so I have my reservations. How do you determine someones sexual abilities without having sex with him? Ask for references? Tell him to bring a date and watch him perform on her? Get her feedback while he does so? That is a hot idea...




He is a very good talker, I must say. Has hot stories, and sexy ideas. One of which I will share with you...

Last night he wanted to go to the bar parking lot, a secluded dark corner. Wanted me to make my puppy edge his little clit while he hiked up my skirt, pulled down my top and fondled me and I pulled out his thick hard cock and rubbed it.... All the while my little pup would be forced to watch and play with his clit, but not allowed to cum...

See what I mean? Hot ideas... Definitely made me wet talking about it...

I would take his ideas a little further though... I would

Make puppy eat all of the cum that leaked out of his clit and the Bulls cock.

Get the Bulls precum all over my hand while I stroked it, then have him lick it clean like a good little pup.

Kiss the bull, then kiss my pup so he can taste another man in my mouth...

Maybe even hold the Bulls cock in my hand, then have my pup move and squeeze it, sort of him helping me stroke another man's cock...

Definitely some ideas to keep in mind, should we proceed with this...

But, back to the question at hand... How do I find out if he can please me before I go to bed with him? Any ideas? Suggestions?