Thursday, December 23, 2010

Things that have surprised me...

 We have been doing this for a little while now, and are quickly (within the past several weeks) falling into our roles. I have never been too used to being dominant, but have always liked porn wherein someone was being dominant. He is not what you would call a submissive guy. He actually could be (and has been) known as an Alpha male. That being said, I thought you might like a little list of things that have surprised me...

1- Panties- Originally I got him a pair of panties because he was trying to reassert some dominance over me and I thought it a fitting punishment. Little did I know how HOT I find them. They are lacy and see thru (as you can see from the pic on the right side of our page). I love seeing his dirty little clit through his pretty little panties. I love knowing that he feels VERY exposed in them. And when I get him hard, I love how the tip of my cock (his clit, my cock) is too big to fit so it peeks out of the top. It's as if it's begging me to touch it, to rub and suck it. And I love watching it bob and throb when I get close enough to touch it, but don't. None of this could I see in mens underwear. I think I need to go shopping for a couple more pairs.

2- Penetrating him- He had asked a few times when we were going to try the strap on, but I wasn't that into it. I was afraid I would have bad rhythm, I was worried the dildo wouldn't stay in the harness well enough, and having used one on a girl before, I was afraid if I thrust too hard, the dildo wouldn't stay in. Apparently none of these concerns were valid. As it turns out, I'm kind of a natural. I had really good rhythm, and the strap on worked like a charm (Better than it did on the girl). I was amazed at how much he got into it, and even more amazed at how dirty I got with it. It was beyond hot to make him beg me to fuck his pussy with my cock. It was awesome to stand still and see him back up on to it and fuck it anyway because he was so into it. I DEFINITELY think I am addicted to this!

3- Ruined orgasm- When I first learned about these I thought they were just mean. It took me back to high school days of 'blue balls' and I didn't want to do it too much. As it is, I have only made him do it a few times. However, more and more I like the idea. Sure, it's not fun for him, but I love that he is still crazy horny after but he can't get hard. He works with a lot of women. He has a lot of women friends. I am thinking it would be SO fun to do this more often, and then send him out with women, powerless to fuck them even if they both wanted to.
I really liked the idea of "milking" when we first got into it. Draining him of his cum and making his cock limp for a day or two, so that even if he wanted to have sex the mechanics wouldn't work. That was hot... Only problem is, he wasn't very horny after I milked him. Ruined orgasm seems the perfect alternative. Still making it so he has difficulty "performing", but he is still insanely horny for me. That's the best part... With him, the more we play this game, the hornier he gets. But it's not just a general horny. He gets horny for ME. Only ME. I LOVE it.

4- Eating his cum- as per the contract, he is to eat his own cum whenever I command. I was worried he wouldn't like this too much, so we started with just the precum first.. Then I started putting it in his drink (glass of wine, etc). The other day I made him edge into a condom several times, and lick it clean. Perhaps it was the build up, but even he got a little hard when he tasted the cum. It is unbelievably hot to watch him clean up his own mess, and even hotter that he is beginning to like it. This is DEFINITELY something I think we will do more of...

Have to get ready for work now. Will write more later.

2 comments:

east valley sub said...

I'm not sure how much panty play you've done but I found one thing I was terrified about was being made to go to a lingerie store/dept and buying them in person. I've only had to do this a few times but the humiliation of it is overwhelming.

Mistress Lin and slave tony said...

Awesome! I just gave him this command!
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